You know what I want to do right now?  I want to go to a rave. 

This is Jessica doing some poi

This is what I wrote on my xanga exactly one year ago.  I'm pretty much the same.....especially the part about how I don't let people get to know me.  Eh.  I like it that way.

Oh man..........God is amazing.  I always "know" that but I still seem to forget.  I feel like dancing right now.  Swing dancing or something like that.  lol  I have realized that I don't like people getting to know me.  I love getting to know other people but it scares me when someone cares enough to actually try and get to know me.  So, if you've ever tried to get to know me and I kinda just....disappeared.......that's why.  I'm sorry.  I'm just now learning how to be a friend.....a real friend.  I went to youth tonight and it was very nice.  I miss going to youth.  Then afterwards I went to Starbucks with Charleigh.  Yum.    

I'm am so tired.  I have been for the last few days.  Its because I keep staying up really late  .....thinking....haha  I really do have a problem with thinking too much.  lol  So, i'm gunna go to bed.....right now.  Night! 

         ~Hillary Morgan~

Just so all of you know..... i'm crazy, extremely insane and I don't think before I act.  I like people who still have a xanga.

I kind of miss the days when I used to straighten my hair amd wear my glasses all the time.  I look very different. 

  ....kind of ugly.  I like my curly hair with no glasses better.

Now go listen to I was Just Thinking by Teitur.  Its a good song. 

you and me
we are way diferent
you like the sun and the dandelions
I always prefer the sky when its torn
you collect those old coins
I see them as a tip for the waitress
you would love to see a rainbow every single day
I love the sound of a ravishing thunderstorm
I always pick up the phone
you never call
you smell like ocean
sometimes i taste like cigarretes
you listen to the same song a thousand times
I dońt sing our song anymore
you and me
we are way diferent